We are still looking for the right family.  You wouln't think it would be so hard to find the right family. I just want to help another couple start their family.  I know that the Lord wouldn't have placed this desire on my heart if he didn't have a plan.  But I tend to get so impatient sometimes.  I am ready to start now.  I want to find our perfect family now.  Please pray that I will wait upon the Lord and that he will send us the family he wants for us.

Well things have not gone as planned.  We met with a wonderful couple and had decided to work with them.  All of the doctors appointments, lawyers appointment, and psychological appointments had been scheduled.  And I just didn't have a peace about it.  I drove myself crazy trying to understand WHY??  This couple was exactly what I wanted.  But still I had this nagging doubt.

After much prayer, debating, and consulting friends I decided that I wasn't going to be able to work with them.  Such a hard decision to make.  How do you take someones dream away from then?  I am just going to trust in the Lord.  He has brought me to this journey and I trust in him to send me the couple that he wants me to have.  Now to just be patient.  Ha, easier said than done.

Please continue to pray for us, that God will direct our every move.

We may have found our intended parents (IP's). I have been talking to a wonderful couple E and C. We have decided to meet this weekend to talk some more. Please pray that God will lead us in the right direction. One of our big desires is to make sure we work with the right family.

Surrogacy is something I have always felt a calling to do. We started this journey two years ago. We were working with a wonderful family from NC. Things didnt work out as planned and we didn't finish our journey. It was an emotional roller coaster. Josh and I weren't sure we would ever consider surrogacy again.

Two years later, we are ready to open our hearts and try again. God has been dealing with my heart for about 6 months now. It has taken awhile for Josh and I to come to terms with this calling. Josh more so than me. :) But after much prayer and talking we are ready to let God lead us again.

At this stage in our journey we are looking and praying for God to send us the family he wants us to help. Please pray for us as we start this amazing journey the Lord has in store for us.