Well things have not gone as planned.  We met with a wonderful couple and had decided to work with them.  All of the doctors appointments, lawyers appointment, and psychological appointments had been scheduled.  And I just didn't have a peace about it.  I drove myself crazy trying to understand WHY??  This couple was exactly what I wanted.  But still I had this nagging doubt.

After much prayer, debating, and consulting friends I decided that I wasn't going to be able to work with them.  Such a hard decision to make.  How do you take someones dream away from then?  I am just going to trust in the Lord.  He has brought me to this journey and I trust in him to send me the couple that he wants me to have.  Now to just be patient.  Ha, easier said than done.

Please continue to pray for us, that God will direct our every move.