We all met with the counselor today.  Apparently I am not as crazy as I thought.  Ha, who knew?!   We are now moving onto the next step of contracts.  Things are slowly moving along and everything is falling into place.  :)  Thank you Lord.  I am beginning to get very excited.  The thought of being pregnant again and being able to hand S and D their sweet lil baby.  It just makes my heart smile.  Trying to not get too caught up as I don't want to be crushed if it doesn't work the first time.  Been there, done that, and got the t-shirt.  Not a fun experience.  Keep praying for a smooth journey.